Sunday, August 31, 2003
u know wad.. sobXZZ!! speeids is gone forever and ever.. all my pictures are gone k.. all my bootifgul pictures of so many things ar.. hiyo.. how cum no warning one.. i know they dun haf funds lahz.. but nmot like i haf.. they can just give us a warning beforehand wad.. think wad.. den how now?!?!? i cant find all those pictures anymmore already!! tink i better die.. muahahahahah! shit manz!! its gone for good.. shit shit shit manz.. they better do sumthing and get it back manz.. for like one week so tt i can retreive the pictures den they delete again lahz.. manXZ!! so shitty!! arGhhh!! my pictures!!! shit manz!!! gRrRrRrRrRr!!!

hmmz..its my unvles's burfdae today..spent the whole day there..haha!so crazy!!he's gort 4 grandsons manz.. hahaha! so cute..all quite cute lahz..but they're all so spoilt.. they get wad the want.. no matter wad.. there's this one crying like shit.. whine and cry the whole day.. he was whining cos he wanted to go shopping.. hahaha! they his parents din wan lahz.. duno why also.. they were quite mean today.. then they scolded him, screamed at him and everything lahz..den he was whining.. hahaha! tink tt was quiute good.. but he whined non stop manz.. den he suddeyl fell asleep.. after like 1 hr.. he woke up and started to whine again.. wha laoz!! tt whiner.. but he's a baby lahz.. so nvm.. hahaha!i tink parents shld spoil theri kids when they are young.. as kids.. they shldnt ask for things.. if pple wanna give them a sweet, den they shld take it.. they shldnt ask for it.. as parents, they shld teach their kids wad they shdlnt do.. like not ask pple for gifts, say bad things of pple.. they shld teach them to greet everybody w/o asking.. smile and not cry and whine if they dun get their way kinda thing..

hmmmz..slept over and over..nth to do there..was fretting if i gort time to cover everything b4 prelims at the rate tt i'm gg..i'm playing like crazy in he weekends.. like over family suff..dun wanna be left out for fam stuff..so just tagging along and stuff like tt..hahaha! dunno lahz.. so while thinking..i fell asleep..woke up and realise tt there's nth to do..so i slept again..hahaha! did tt for like thrice..hahaha! so crazy..until it was dinner time.i woke up to eat..hahahah! so shiok..steamboat..but i burnt my tongue..ouch*

hmmmz.this is my editted one..my father wanted to check sumthing just now..haha! aniwae its 12 am.i'm hungry..hahah! my stomach's growling..wana go out and get sumting..but i scared to meet my lizard frens outside..so i'm staying put here..complaining abt my growling tummy..hahah!really hungry lehz..maybe i shld sleep..den i wun feel so bad... yah..set..tt's wad i'm going to do.. there's so many pple online..buty i dun feel like toking to them..duno why..hahah! tho i'm in a cranky mood today.. hmmz. weird..hahah!!

hungry...*growls*



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/31/2003 09:14:00 PM

Saturday, August 30, 2003
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this is like one day before my burfdae..haha! hiyo..wad st pats day..

hmmz..studied toay..one of the few days tt i actually covered 4 chpts.. hahaha!maybe becos my ister was having tuition with sum girl, den cant disturb, so the only ting i cld do was to study.. therefore i did.. hmmmz.. prelims are near.. like 2 more weeks.. darn fast lehz.. by right, i'm suppose to start doing all those papers, but how do i go abt doing tt when i haben even covered the chpts? i'll end up peeking at the answers.. wads the point?!?! blahXz!!

hmmz..many things are happening and passing by day by day.. but i'm still quite affected by lim shit.. i've decided not to call limshit limmie becos i tink limmie is too nice a name for her.. maybe i'm just biased.. but i dun like it..i even renamed her in my phone book as lim shit.. hahah! last night while waiting for sum reply,incase i fall asleep.. like everytime.. heez!haiz..aniwaez.. yah.. still quite affected..my mother was just saying sumthing abt limshit..dunno wad..wasnt listening..cos i was pissed at the slight mention of her name.. haha! i'm psychotic? i know i wun do well for maths if i were to hate her.. but i just cant stand it.. she just pisses me off.. *shrugs*

woke up at 0730 today lehz..so stupid..i lazed in bed for half an hour..its one of the few times tt i can laze ard for a saturday morning.. there's alwaes hothousing which is outta pt.. its suppose to stretch us to our fullest potential..but its not happening tt way.. teachers are just treating it like sum extra period and they just cintinue with wad they were doing.. its suppose to be a time for doing past yr papers or sumthing.. dunno lahz..

hiyah.. everything's getting more complicating ar.. i'm confused abt everything ar!!hiyOoOo!! i wanna scream manz!! stand at the top of the world and scream.. i wanna take sum roller coaster now and scream it all out.. but it'll be so dumb to go to escape just for a roller coaster ride..maybe when i'm done with everything, den i'll ask chris to go escape with me for one day.. like set aside on day for escape.. hahahah! but actually i wanna go NOW.. this moment......

gRrrRrRrR!~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/30/2003 05:10:00 PM

Friday, August 29, 2003
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i hate it when pple say syp cant sing.. like excuse me.. u can sing izzit? wha laoz.. and what?!?! energy can sing better than syp?!?!?! please manz.. syp is energy's senior manz!! wad the hell.. syp came long time ago.. form XHD and at tt time i was only 2 or sumthing.. wad the hell!! tink wad.. and to be selected to form xhd is sucha difficult thng.. and if u were to say tt energy sings better than syp.. u must be handicapped or sumthing.. energy is ok lahz.. not say cant sing.. but for your information..its only ah di and shu wei who sings mkost of the time.. toro just raps and the rest just dance i tink.. the rest dun even sing..duno why they call themselves singers actually.. maybe they can be dancers?!??!?! excuse me manz!! just heard energy sang loudly in school today.. i can t help but to say tt its not nice.. maybe the songs dey sing are of different sort lahz.. like energy is the dancing sort or waD shit.. but syp is completely opf another sort..so wad if he sings those kibnda sings tt doesnt appeal to u? it doest give u the right to say tt he cant sing..and een worse..its like he can sing.. and u say tt he cant sing.. wha laoz.. irritated.. not tt i dun like energy or wadl but if i were to really compare..i can proudly say that syp can sing much much better than energy..its just tt they are popular cos they can dance lahz.. really.. i mean they are quite good at dancing.. but when it cums it singing, i'r rather listen to syp manz!!! REAlly.. but no offence ar.. just saying..

bleagh! school was sucky today..din wanna go.. but its obvious tt i cat zhao school.. my father simply doesnt allo.. though there are no lessns.. we walked for 3km.. hahaha! itnk its more tiring than jogging or sumthing..everything's so slow and draggy.. gort so many mossie bites..its like mad.. was itching like crayz.. i mean i still am.. hahaha! the mass was kinda enlightening.. but i was half-asleep..so yah.. din really listehn to sum parts lahz.. muahahahah!the concert was kinda horrible.. so many classes danced up there..den whaa.. they darn daring.. esp the energy one.. and one of them is the shy sorta girl form netball, shamayne.. cant believe she did tt manz!! muahahahaha!quite funny lahz..i nearly died..and obviosauly i was still fuming from the comment made by sum fren.. hehX!yah.. the prefects treated us liek outcast manz.. wha laoz.. we were on the stage for mass..cos we're the choir lahz, but after tt we helped them carry the benches and we were suppose to sit outside the hall k.. madness manz.. tink wad.. so unfair to us..we are alwaes treated like sum kinda outcast manz.. lousy arrangements ar.. sigh!~

i guess i really got to go.. its kinda late.. my dinnerrrr.. muahahahahah! =)



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/29/2003 07:18:00 PM

Thursday, August 28, 2003
just came back from SWAT.. special weapons and tactics.. hahaha! so cool manz!! but it was deafening lahz..i nearly died..its so loud.. chris and i were like covering our ears manXxz! muahahaha!was in a dilemma whether to watch tt or home run.. decided SAWT cos i tink my father will wanna watch sumday or he'll buy the vcd onez.. so yah!~its quite a good choice ar..i highly recommend it..muahahahaha~there was bio practs today..it was just simple food test.. hmmz..and drawing of ginger..sucks manz..i dunno wad todraw for ginger..its like i dunno how to draw the ginger..hahah! u know the dark yellow skin..duno how to draw cos its all wrinkled..haha!dunno lahz..

the past few days were sucky lahz..nth much to say.. just tt maths teachers are insenstive lahz.. they are so insensitive.. and i really tink kc is not a good school.. maybe i'm saying this becos i'm not performing well or wad shit.. but if u were to look at eachg teacher and se ehowe they teach.. they really suck..ok lahz..other than ms devi and ms tan.. the rest are just bullshit lohXZ! firstly maths..i really really dun understanding wadx the shit she's toking abt most of the time.. she's alwaes just doing her own studff.. just writing the answers on the board, not checking to see if pple understand or wad..den she's alwaes so fast.. ;like cant catch up lahz.. its only those who are smart who can get her lohXZ! most of the pple from my class haf tuition..its darn bad lehXz! wha laoz!! where gort teacher like tt one.. den chem.. dumb teacher dunno wad the hell she's teaching most of the time.. the qns tt we ask are nber answered and she doesnt kow anything..ask her why its aluminium and not lead, she doesnt know.. she still gort to ask another teacher..its like MANZ!! are u a teacher uh?!haiz..english is rotting time..she doesnt mark those compos and sruff.. alwaes telling us stopries.. but eng is a non-studying subj lahz..so its ok.. hiyah..alot lahz.. teachers just dunno wad to do ar.. adn the school sucks.. there's onkly one photocopier for the whole school.. and tt selfish printer lady is forever selfish..alwaes out for lunch and chatting on the fone when she claims tt she got a lot of ppaers to print.. cant even print for us for awhile mehz!??!wha laoz!!! like shit manz!! haiz..everything just sucks lahz.. sigh~~they asked us to look for teachers to solve opur problems iof wqe do haf.. but i can assure u manz..if u were to apprach dumbass limmie...she wldnt give a shit.. she'll just ask u to practise more maths and everything will be solved.. just do tys.. its like these kibnda teachers are really sucky manz.. how can like tt.. must care for yr students wad... bloody hell.. "its nth personal.." yeah ritez.. like i believe you..i nearly punched her face and shouted at her tt day..but i know if i were to do tt, tt's the end of me and everything manz.. wha laoz.. black markj and counnselling.. no testimonial manz!! bloody hell!she really spoilt my days lahz.. trying hard not to show it.. but i know in the end, the whole world will know.. such things spread darn fast manz.. but i dun care lahz.,. just dun wan my family to know of it.. they'll really worry lahz.. dun wan tt to happen.. i mean frens wun really bother wad.. many frenships wun survive all the ordeals of life lahz..separation and all tt.. pnly like a few ships will reach shore eventually..many will just collapse on the way..aniiwaez..t's one of the worst days of my life lahz.. i've never felt tt pathetic before in my whole life..arGhHh!!

life's really complicating nowadaes manz!!there's too many things to pnder abt each day.. so much tt everything's neutralised each other... and there seems to be nth to feel abt.. everything is planned for us already.. just study and study and study.. routined life... wait..did i just say life?1?1?!? this aint life manz!!! sheeesh~


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-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/28/2003 09:02:00 PM

Sunday, August 24, 2003
hmmmz..went for a haircut!! hahah! feeling so cool.. but eh..i tink its quite short ar.. my cousin called me a handsome just now.. hahah! madness!! was quite funny.. and obviously i did laff but its not tt funny lahXz! just for show kinda thing.. hahaha!i'm sucha faker.. heez!~she bought us sum soft shell crab.. whaa... dartn nice manz! i can eat the whole plate ar.. but obviously i didnt.. otherwise i'll just get killed by my sister when she cums back.. hahah! its really darn nice lehXz! whaa.. can feel myself salivating even thoght i'm so full.. hahahah!

today's a sleepy day.. i slept thru out everything..hahah! was so boring.. cld haf died.. but i didnt lahZ! heez!~ went to my grannie's house.. slept again on sum rattan chair.. it sucks manz! so hard and bony.. dunno why they gort such chairs also.. i asked my auntie.. and she said its nice..ahaha! mad manXz! was quite bored the whole time.. dunno why also.. its the first time tt i felt so bored and unhappy in my grannie's house.. hahah! quite mody and irritable nowADaes.. dunno why.. sucks!~received so many smses today.. but not in the mood to forward them..dunno wads my problem also.. tink i betta die.. hahaha! no.. i dun wannna die yet.. i wan to enjoy life in a penthouse with a golden retriever first, den i die.. yah set set!! muahahaha!!

yah.. today's a sulky day manz!! dunno why..just din feel like toking.. hahah! was so irritated with the whole world.. no idea wads happening.. hahah! but hmmz.. i went to cut my hair, and after tt , everything's well.. hahah! cuyting hiar is good.. i like to cut hair.. even though the waiting sucks, and the moment when everybody asks u if u cut yr hair.. tt is so DUH!!! i mean like obviously..otherwise i ate it izzit? or it just dropped into my soup, and i drank it up.. heez!! feeling so fresh!! A Brand new pe1yun manZZz!! muahahahahah!~


i wannna watch this show.. heard its darn nice.. and he's damn cute inside.. hahaha! =P



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/24/2003 08:35:00 PM

Saturday, August 23, 2003
woohOoOo!! its a aturday today!! din study at all.. hahaha! was in schooll..going thru physics pratcs precautions..it was kjinda lame.. so i was just toking and toking away.. limmie called me like so many times.."ok peiyun..stop talking!","ok peiyun, wad did i just say?its u take one reading or you take many readings and divide...?", "ok peiyun..listen!!!" hahahah! sp amny times.. so funny.. but i felt bad.. but actually i wasnt the only one who toked so much wad.. the rest were talking away also k.. they were just whispering and whispering.. muist be open wad.. and maybe i laffed too loudly.. hahaha! u all shld know my signatyure laff.. plabXz!

went off to khatib later.. wow..it was cool.. i wrtote my name so many times tt i forgot how to write it..hahahah! it was quite funny..i went mad..my fren said i went mad..haha! haiz. cant sAY much..cos its a top secret manz.. muahahahah! ok ok.. i'm going mad.. hahah! while scribbling..i was so hungry manz.. to save money..i din eat there lahz.. so i went home and ate all those biscuits and stuff.. wha laoz.. was so full.. hahah! den whaa.we..meanin my whole fam went out from dinner at sakae sushi.. hahaha! darn it manz..shldnt haf eaten all the biscuits.. waste manz..otherwise i'll be hungry to gobble up all the sushi.. hahah! wrong timing.. it's quite a weird feeling..cos usually my mother wuin wanna eat this kinda stuff. but she agreed..and whaaa..so cool manz.. tt place was filled with all the working adults.. only my tabel's like a family table.. hahaha!felt so proud.. hahaaniwaez..was qitye happy lahXz! hahahah! i din study at all today! even school wadnt enriching..not like i learnt anything..waste of time.. hahahah!=P

haiz..everybody's studying hard nowadaes..dun really like the word mugging..looks weird.. like mug..beer..hahah! i'm mad..dun bother.. yah..prefer studying..tt's sucha pure and innocent word.. like whoaaa..study lehXz! mug is like mug wad manz!!hahah! ii'm bullshitting..aniwaez..yah..everybody's studying so hard nowadaes..hared to find any sec 4 ger roaming abt in the streets nowadaes..other than me lahXz!hahaha! prelims are so near.. next thu is bio pratcs.. ms tan says we must study the whole book..tt's quite weird lahz..dun need oe wad..i mean like only study thr plants and genetics?! duno lahz.. feeling so lost.. oph shit.. i haben photocopy tt 2 bootiful books.. arGH!!~

heard form my sis tt sum ns guy...her bf's fren died in ns ok.. and they only compensate for $7000 ..i kinda agree withtt mad vs guy now.. i hate singapore..they just pay 7000 for a life lost ok.. an tt guy is like from hcjc from chs.. my goodness..so smart k.. and its like the only son..can u imgaine how sad his family will be.. his parents..his frens.. its too much manz.. then he died becos of an accident.. they're like trianing him and torturing him beocs if there's gonna be war.. he'll be those messengers carrying confidential messages.. so they're like torturing him to tempt him to let out info.. so dunno wad happned.. they made him go into sum river or wad shit.. wha laozx can u imagine.. bloody hell.. maybe there;s another side of the story lahz, but the fact tt they only compensate 7000 really sucks.. how can his life be worth only 7000.. are they sick?!?!? and why muist they torture him until like tt.. mad aR?cant stand it.. sighHh!! life is tt short.. u'll nber know what will happen to you tml lahz uh.. same old thing manz.. treasure each and every one before u lose them and it'll be too lae.. liike a person..tell them b4 its too late ar.!!!

so many probs nowadaes.. oh u know my monay.. its not back yet.. i plan to get i back asap ar.. dun wan her to owe me anything since she doesnt treat me as a fren.. i kinda hate her.. but i kinda dun also.. quite q weird feeling, bu t againz..i cant be too obvious.. it'll just make things worse. and she'll just tink tt i'm guilty-conscious or wad.. haiz..confusing ar.. maybe i shld just set myself a goal..to like get it backl before sept.. hjahahah! yah! deal. i'm gonna get it back soon.. dun let me catch her bitching again.. i swear.. sucker.

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-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/23/2003 10:59:00 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2003
wheeeeeee!!!my father is not at home..so while my sis is printing her stuff..so i just use lahz..hahaha !i helped her print her mnotes ok..tink i can be a professional printer next time.. muahahahahah!

aniwaez..i tell u..i've been quite efficiewnt nowadaes.. 've been doing maths manz..emaths, amaths..u name it ar..hahaha! practised like shit.. but hmmm..most of the time the answers are wrong, but at least i tried.. hahaha! 've been going to the library since tuesdae w/o fail.. hahaha!its like my third home..hahahah! was at M floor today..it was quitye ok..other than tt few st p[ats boys.. they were mad.. they were discussing how to get a girl's number...they were so lame..i was there giggling with chinkz...then this guy with a leopard bag saw me giggling adn was staring and staring and staring...hahaha! den i tink his brain only camn process vulgarities manz..it was so disgusting..every word tt he said was vulgar.. wha laoz..i was frowning at him..hahaha!den later sum small boy came..then they were bullying him ok.. wha laoz..they used the hard-cover book and started whacking tt boy;s head..den it was so liud lohz..den tt boy was like gonna cry, but they din care and continued whacking and were laffing...wha laoz!i cld haf killed them manz.. actually at the rate tt i'm gg. i'll just kill the whole world soon enuff.. hehZZ! btw.. i'm brother pei.. sum big loanshark ar..if u happened to owe me money.. u betta return ar..otherwise u are so dead.. hahaha actually i dun tink i will..i dun even dare ask back meney from tt person.. and to tink i was boasting abt how great my loansharking company is.. manXZ! can tt ger hurry pay me back..so my company wun lose face!?!?!? hiyOO! haiz.. i just find it berie hard to get my money back..its just not in me.. wha laoz!!! i really regret lahz uh.. wha laoz!! why go and action convenient and all tt.. now it's so inconvenient.. how ironic!!!!

bleagh!! prelims are danr near.. next thursdae.. meaning 7 dsays later..its bio prelims pract.. hahaha! ms tan said tt we must study the whole book... i dun tink i can make it manz.. hahaha! i'm suppose to be rushing..but i'm quite tired today.. after intense mathematics practice..haiz.. so many things to do ar.. bleagh!~ i got headaches like everyday.. tt's like so abnormal...cos usually i dun haf one.. den nowadaes i keep slping in class.. pop..and i go slping.. last time i hafta wait for darn long den can fall asleep.. hmmmz.. wads happening.. STRESS!!!HAHAHAHA! naHZ..actually i dun tink so.. i tink i;'m just feeling stressed for the sake of feeling stressed.. hahahaha! tink u dunno wad i'm toking abt.. if u do, den whaaaa...u must be cool..muahahahahaha!!

aniwaez..i still failed my amths.. but at least i'm not the lowest in class..hahaha!tink quite a number failed lehz.. hahah! i gort 15/40.. tt's pathetic.. i was quite sadf.. but haiz.. stupid collinear.. i forgot how to do..cos i was trying to do kinematics all the time.. in the end i still gort kinematics wrong..so i tink tt was wasting time.. bloody hell.. but at least i rmb how to do collinear now..tink i'll rmb how to the for the rest of my life.. hahaha so its quite good also ar.. i learn from my mistakes.. haha! and if i knew how to proof the thingy shit.. i wld haf passed.. wha laoz! irritating..i cld haf passed ok!!! gRrRrR!!

my eyes are heavy.. hahahah! shucks.. but i dun wanna part with my com..it will take another 2 days b4 i can cum again..i hope i can get permission to cum online tml and play all i wan tml... sigh!!! i dun wanna part with this machine.. even though man is the measure.. hahaha! wad shit am i toking abt manz..i dun make sense!! fwahahahahah!


hmmmz..this was i tink in 2000 ar.. the 933 awards.. hahahah! he's alwaes in his own world also.. hahahah! dreamer..hahaha!



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/21/2003 11:26:00 PM

Monday, August 18, 2003
hmmmz..havnt been online for quite a long time.. basically the past few days had been sucky.. tink i'm starting to feel the stress.. was doing the amaths test today..was tinking of wads the date today..and when i saw 18th on chris's paoer..i kinda gort a sock..tt's like so shocking..eh.. only a few more days to sept.. meaning onoly a few more days to prelims.. and ahem** i like haben really started..was just busy studying for my tests.. bloody tests... i dun feel like going to school from thursday onwards... cos they wun teach anymore..and at the rate tt i'm gg, i dun tink i can finish all the stuff b4 prelims.. sigh..

hmmmz..friday was my oral..i tink its e worst oral in my life..i was contradicting myself manz.. they gave me a wad the hell are u toking asbt look..i knew i was toking bullshit..wanted to laff..but tt's so silly to just suddenyl laff..so i tried to control it and started to smile like sum fool..they must be thinking: this person is mad.. aniwaez the qns were mad.. haf u been to a musical..i tink tt's sucha stupid qn lohXz! its like not many will..i mean a muscial lehz.. musical tix are all so expensive..and they were asking basdivally abt music stuff.. den i;'m not at all interested in it..i dun even play a single instrument in my whole life.. manz.. hiyOoO! den the next qn was worse..sumthing do u feel tt music can help u to relax.. whaaa..tt'sd so lame..den they asked me if there's sum other kind of music tt doesnt really help in relaxing..den i said techno music..my mind was blank lahz ok..so the first thing tt came to my mind was techno..hahaha!shit manz.wha laoz.. tink there';s no such thing manz.. i mean they call it sumthing else.. the chimmer one!hahaha!dunno lahz..it completely screwed up.. the picture was mad.. there were soi manyt hings to say manz.. wha laoz..i say til i was so thirsty..so i just anyhow crap already! my mjind was really blank k.. wha laoz! i really feel so screwed.. but hmmmz.. there's alwaes a birghter side manz.. its only 10% lahz uh..so if the rest were to do better, den my chances of a A is still there!hehXz!

hmmmz..actually other than this oral, everything was quite ok.. hehXz~ went out the whole day on sat.. whaaa..so shiok..was out with my family manz..we ate KFC together manz..it was kinda cool..amd its one of those few times tt i see my father so nice to pple..hahaha! he was extremely nice to this kinda slow man..and whaaa..i really admire tt man..he's really happy.. i wanna be like him.. in terms of atrtitude lahz.. even though he was just cleaning the tables, he was happy doing it..he was smiling.. and i can tell u..he's doing a sooo much more better job than the rest ok.. the rest just sweopt the stuff onto the floor..he was mopping the floor, cleaning so meticulously.. and even helped us take tissue manz..wha laoz1 he's really happy.. and wow..i really admire him ar...passd by tt kfc today, and was looking out for him, but obviously i cant see..haha!sigh!~

aniwaez..i'm feeling so bad now.jesmine told me there's an anccident near her house..i din give much care..was just playing and said who cares..asking of there were casualties, as though i wish there is.. and manz.. there really is lohXZZ! i'm feeling so bad.. i just said the wrong thing lehz! its so so so bad lohXz! wha laoz!!! manZz!! feeling so guilty!!! =X

rmb tt shceming angel.. haiz..tings are getting worse manz.. she doesnt know tt we know tt she's toking behind my back or sumthing..so she;s just whispering and whisperiong to so many pple.. i feel quyite bad actually.. becos b4 everytthing happened, she was sucha nice fren..but now tt i kinda dislike her already, everything seems ot be so negative abt her.. i feel quite bad changing their impressions of her.. sigh!!its a complicated feeling manz.. sigh!~ hard to explain..internal conflicts.. muahahahahahah=PpP

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-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/18/2003 08:05:00 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2003
Read Slowly...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might
break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.


Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.

You can't tell your heart what to do.

It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it, or even when you
don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other perso n was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid...

afraid of what we don't know,

afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say
good-bye?




*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?




*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you
never got to tell them how you felt?
(even if it is that you don't care anymore)




*What would you do if you loved someone
more than ever and you couldn't have them?




*What would you do if you never got the ch ance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?




People live, but people die.
And I want to tell you that you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid), you wou ld be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?




If you care about me as
much as I care about you, you will send this back.




We might be best friends one year,


pretty good friends the next year,

don't talk that often the next,

and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say,

even if I never talk to you again in my life,

you are special to me and
you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you,
respect you, and truly cherish you.


Send this to all your friends,

no matter how often you talk,

or how close you are,

and send it to t he person who sent it to you.

Let old friends know you
haven't forgotten them,

and tell new friends you

never will.

Remember, every one needs a friend,

someday you might feel like you have
NO FRIENDS at all,

just remember this e-mail

and take comfort in knowing

somebody out there cares about you
and always will.

I LOVE YOU!!!!



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/14/2003 11:18:00 PM


arGhHh!! so much disappointments in the whole week.. gort a darn 3 for my chi.. tt's like so pathetic..dunno why..but i dun really feel that affected..i thot i wld tear or sumthing if i din get a one..but eh..surprisingly i din lehXzx! quite proud of myself.. i'm sure gonna retake and get that one which is MINE... hmmmz..even though i cant even cope with my other subjs, i tink chi is like one of the few subjs that i know i can get a A.. so shitz manz!! haiz..cant stand it.. hmmz..i better buck up manz!!so pathetic lehXz!cant stand it.. grrRrr!! i dun wan pple to look down on me lorz.. bad news alwaes spread so fast manz!! so scary! sighhh!!

den another bad news.. bloody shit..syp not cuming anymore!!!boohOooHooo!!to tink i was so excited,and tried to cheer myself up with that, and now its like gone..wha laoz!! if cannot cum, den dun anyhow realease the news mahz! !like shit.. but actually its a good thing tt he's not cuming lahz, otherwise i'll just go chase and go mad and cannot concentrate again like last yr like tt.. hahaha! hope he cums in dec lahz uh!!hahaha! den i chiong everyday ar~ camp at his hotel also can!!hahahah!haiz..it's time i concentrate on my studies actually.. there's really not much time left.. only 31 days left to prelims.. sigh..where gort time to study everything?hmmmz..there's so many subjs..really..i better stop playing as soon as my Cas end, den must concentrate already! i'll be in the library from now on manz!!! every moment ar.. hahaha! like sum nerd.. hahaha! actually i dun tink i will..cos i still laff and eavedrop and all tt.. hahaha!it was quite fun!!hahaha! was so inefficient today!!hAHAHAH! toked and blabbered bullshit manz!!hahahah! yesterday was so pro..i just memorised all the electronics and radioactivity stuff..i 'm growing to like radioactivity..and starting to hate electrons.. so darn confusing!!hahaha!

aniwaez, tml is my eng oral lehXz! so exciting manz! wha laoz!li dun wannna stumble and all that for reading.. hhahaha!shit manZz!! grrRrRRR!!ant stand it.. hope they give easy convo.. hahahah! hard pic is ok lahz..cos i can crap for pic.. but for convo.,..nervous, cant think so fast, den will haf nth to sAY.. HOPE they ask me what i like.. then i'll say mars.. cos i just saw it beside the moon lehXz! thks, ferly for telling me.. and ha!den i was waving at it like mad.. tinking tt sum martians will cum and bring me to their world..like for a tour mahz.. jes said they wun let me back.. hahaha!i knew it manz..i'm too loveable..i din go, cos i knew jesmine wld miss me, den tt ungrateful girl said tt she's going to the moon if i'm not goin mars.. hahaha! tink i know why she wanna go to the moon, so she can look down and watch over me manz.. i knew it.. muahahahahah!manz..i'm bullshitiing.. aniwaez..i tink mars is full of mars choc.. maybe they shld haf a toberlone planet too, den its full of tobs.. den whaaa..shiok!!I'll go there everyday!!hahahah! manz!I'm bullshitting!hope i can bullshit as much tml and keep laffing at my own joke..

eh..pray hard for me ah.. at ard 2pm like that.. u must go kneel infront of the cross of anything lahz.. hahahah! just kneel and pray hard k.. hjahahaha!! yay!!!! i'll b looking forward to oral k.. den i wun be so scared!! ahahha! 3 Cs manz... cool, composed and....shit.. i forgot.. oh..calm!!hahaha! stupid.. aniwaez.. yah! pray hard! lalalala~


hehz..so young and youthful manz.. eh..tt's my spirit for the cuming exams ar.. i hope.. hahaha!


hahahaha!this baby is so cute right!my bf manz.. hahaha! stupid chris is fighting with me over him.. hahaha! he's so cute horz.. lalalalalalalala~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/14/2003 11:02:00 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2003
whaaa..i'm so scared i tell you..hiyo..we may be getting back our chinese results tyhis week.. hiyo..can die lehZZ!i dun wan manz.. i wannna dig a hole and hide inside until its confirmed tt i do well.. otherwise i dun wannna cum out anymmore.. hahahaha!

aniaez.. whaaa..i was darn scared again..was tinking if i shld ask my father whether i cna play the com..cos he locked it in the plugs in tt disgusting grey box.. hahahah! i'll hafta lock it back at 8 manz.. its alreadt 7:45,,,sigh!! i betta tyoe fast and do things fast like limmie manz... oh.. limmie is sucha bitch manz!!!!she's getting so sly.. she keeps making us stay longer and longer each day, chetaing of our recess time and dismissal time and all that.. wha laoz! tt cheater!! cant stand it.. den her voice is getting more and more irrittaing each day.. i cant help but hate her.. she's really irritating! she';s a disgusting teacher!! cvant understand wad is she saying.. maybe its psychological.. cos u know i just hatre her so much tt i dun wanna listen to her kinda thing.. hiyOoO!! nvm... toking nonsense here.. hehz!!!

i tink its a good feeling to save a capsizing ship and get it sailing smoothly again.. hahaha! but hmmmz.. dun tink i gort over TT yet.. i just cant stand the fact that she's sucha faker.. hmmmz..if u all happen to be reading, dun anyhow asume its you or sumthing, cos i'm sure the person wun haf this link..i hope.. hahaha!aniwaez, yah..i still cant stand it lahz.. she's like still doing stuff tt pisses me off kinda thing.. grRrRr!! wad a faker.. queen of the queen of fakers!!haiz..still trying hard to get over it..dun wan it to affect my mood manz.. nowadaes i feel so lethargic and sickly and tired..manz.. i wasdnt like that one ok.. wonders why* grRrRrr!!

and you now what?!?!?! su you poeng may not be cuming already ok!! and for goodness sAKe...it became su YONG KANG ok.. hiyo..how cum like that..i hope the news is fake or sumthing..wha laoz..so irritating!! i wan syp to cum!! hiyOo!! so shittified...cant stand it already!!!gRrRrrrrRr!!! better pray hard for me tt the news is fake ar...

and this is really important ok..!!! if you happen to read this, and ur family or neghbour or frens or whoever gort the zaobao..the chinese newspaper in the morning..you must ask them to keep their chinese life section ok.. its's callled zbNOW or sumthing..yah..just gimme the whole thing ok!! whaaaa..its so darn important one ok!!must gimme b4 end of this mth ok!!hahahah! yah!! important ar!!!!



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/12/2003 08:35:00 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2003
yay!!! at last its working fine.. thought they keep saying tt there's no more space forsum archive thing.. hahah! like i care manzxzz!! as long as i can still update my blog.. who cares abt the archives.. pple dun really read the archives aniwaezx.. hahahaha! its like its there to rot.. hahahaha!

aniwaex..hmmz..spent quite alot of time trying to fix tt.. for like one hour, they kept telling em tt they cant publish due to sum silly problem which i didnt know how to fix.. so yah.. den i decided to just paste my whole template there agin, and it suddenly worked.. kinda weird.. *eh..if u haf blogger,den maybe u'll know lahz.. hahaha!*i gort alot alot alot of things to say.. hahaha! so much good news.. hehXz!!

su you peng is confirm cuming to singapore on 29th AUgust!! hahaha! tt;s sucha great news manZz! but hmmz.. my prelims are just ard there, dun tink they will let me.. cos its a friday night lahz.. i'm still considering if i shld go.. yah.. afterall my results are wad tt matters wad.. if i were to do like shit, den my parents wun ever let me go for syp's stuff animore.. so hmmz.. wondering if i shld take the risk.. hahaha! and hmmz.. i gort my prelims timetable already..each time they give us the timetable. it is suppose to tell us tt it is near and we shld start studying for prelims.. but hmmz.. i seem to be studying for the tests, and not for the prelims lehXZz! haiz..everything is so confusing..

my moods had been mad nowadaes.. serious mood swings.. i can sense it myself.. for a moment i may be so happy and excited, but for the next, i'll feel so irritated and dun feel like toking kinda feeling.. i tink its getting outta hand, trying to control it, but sumtimes its just hard..i get so irritated nowadaes..the simpliest things can just get me pissed, but e simpliest things can just get me to giggle the whole 5 mins.. yah.. i watched daddy daycare already.. tink its kinda like the right movie to watch.. wasnt feeling quite alright tt day...realised tt the Cs are back together becos they chose to ignore the problem again.. hmmz..not tt i wan dem to go separate ways, but if they are letting history repeat itself.. i tink i'll once again be in their picture, and all e colours of envy will start to shine on me again.. cant stand it... she may be so sensitive at times, but when it cums to her heart, she gets so shallow and weak..i really hate it lahz.. it's not even my problem, but each time it kinda concerns me..hate it..cant they face it and solve the problem? they bringing so much misery to my life.. hiyo..

hmmz..i forgot wad i wnated to say lehXz! darned.. hiyoO! nvm.. aniwaez.. i got organic chem test tml.. did the tys yesterday.. gort so many wrong..demoralising manZXz! cant stand it.. but hmmz.. i wun give up and fail ny a pathetic half mark again! its so irritating!alwaes half mark le! darn lame le! hiyOo! yah.. i'm gonna do not too badly lahz uh...i've decided! heez.. oh.. den i'm going out for dinner to celebrate my mummy's burfdae!!hahaha! soexciting!! with my cousin and auntie.. heez...exciting lehXx!but i gort a feeling i will be anti-socail and eat my own food and not tok at the dinner table AGAIN.. hope sumbody will crack sum lame joke, den i'll laff and seem not to anti-social...

oh shit.. social.. social.. reminds me of social studies.. darned! i haben do the source based qn yet.. and eh.. i thot its on my table?!?!? shit!!! it's gone.. fine.. maybe its in my bloooooe file.. hahaha!










-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/10/2003 06:08:00 PM


[ Thu Aug 07, 09:16:06 PM | Pe1yUn ~
why all that?i dunno where to start?i just did sumthing quite bad..but i'm not sorry for it..blame those suckers.. i know i'm wrong, but i dun care.. i just wan my way at times.. i cant seem to be so easy-going anymore..everybody's taking advantage of it..what for i do all that, and nobody appreciates it.. maybe i just deserve it.. but wait, wad did i do?

things are in sucha mess..blogger doesnt wanna let me publish all my posts.. and i think i feel all alone. with the world turning its back on me.. i feel that i cant take it anymore.. maybe i shld eat sum worms.. but hmmz..are worms nice tasting?aniwaez.. i just quarrelled with the whole world, maybe its becos its just a loser day today.. can i declare it losers day? things were fine when the sun was ard, now tt it's gone..everything's in disorder.. i cant seem to get along with everybody,anybody..

sum pple cant be trusted.. i realised only a few days back.. maybe its only these few days tt i'm too gullible, too trusting.. maybe its becos i thot i know everything, know wad i was doing, know my limits, but actually tt's all a picture tt i made up myself.. it was all fake.. actally i dunno anything, not even wad an ant is doing.. maybe i killed them whilke they were carrying their sacrifice to their fren's wedding banquet.. maybe they were just trying to save the dying queen ant.. i nber knew wad was going on, but i just insisted tt i'm correct.. maybe its wrong even at the very beginning... everything's just wrong...just tt i din realise it.. shrugs..

i seem to be able to tear so easily nowadaes..i tear or just cry at anythng, everything.. i realised.. i wasnt like this b4.. wad got into me?? maybe i gort possessed or sumthing.. possessed by sum person with a weak heart, weak mind.. haiz..just sumbody weak!! how can anybody just tear at every single thing?? arGhH!! i dun wanna be so hard to understand, so hard to feel joy.. its too negative a person.. neither do i w

[ Mon Aug 04, 05:28:00 PM | Pe1yUn ~
whaaa. u know.. just now.. so scary!! an old man asked me for money ok.. he's not exactly old lahz.. ard 50 yrs old?!?!? wha laoz!! he looked so scary!! i was alone at the bus stop..so he came by, squated down infront of me.. and pretended to like get sumthing outta his shoe..den he suddenly turned back and put his hands out k.. wha laoz!!the bowl-like hand.. hahah! dunno how to describe lahz.. yah.. he was asking me for money.. i was so shocked manz.. i din know wad to do ar..i wanted to givbe him like one dollar or wad.. but he looked so healthy and like can work wad.. so i just walked away!! whaaa..den i hid behind the bus ad.. the big metal block of thing.. wha laoz!! so scary..after like 1 min, i peeped..den he peeped also k.. he was kinda smiling at me.. wha laoz!! so scray! i cld haf died.. i wanted to run manz.. but tt's like so lame.. and my bag was kinda heavy.. and its sucha hot day..so i didnt.. just hid behind the thing.. wha laoz... can u imagine!! wha laoz!!!so scary k.. i'm traumatised!!!hahahaha!was so scared manz i tell you.. den the bloody 156 dun wanna cum.. i shld have taken the 70 and not be lazy manz.. bloody hell.. tt shit man!!! he better go fnd a job for himself and stop scaring pple ar.. he gort hands and legs wad.. can just go work as cleaner or sumthing.. its at least better than being a beggar.. bsides, a job as a cleaner is not tt hard to find.. its just whether u wanna do it or not.. so eh.. ah pek:" stop being a beggar can? go get a job lahz..u cant alwaes depend on others to give you money.. u must earn your own...ok?dun be lazy yah.."

aniwaez... at tt pathetic scary bus stop.. i was thinking abt lotsa stuff.. there's like so many cunning pple ard me..i realised!hmmmz..initially, they pretend to be like so nice and all tt.. like dun mind anything, everything.. they kind apretend tt they treasure you as a fren alot alot and all tt.. but after tt, when they found out sumthing tt they wanna find out form you, and clarified sum stuff, dey care less aBT you..hiyah..maybe i'm just being over-sensitive or what.. but yah..its like many things changed after some things happened.. its like they are your fren because they'll benefit from you, they are your fren because they wanna get sumthing outta you.. they're your fren because they just need a fren?! i cant stand these kinda pple lahz.. my impression of tt person really changed alot alot.. i start to realise tt my other frens were right afterall.. i shld haf believed them manz.. but maybe this is like a 'lesson' manz.. to remind me that not everybody is as simple as what they seem..... hahahah!

sumtimes these kinda thing cant even be shared with other frens.. it can like influence them, and soon they may start to dislike tt person.. or maybe they'll get so hurt.. becos they dun wan to accept the fact tt their fren is like that.. i mean sumtimes, these kinda stuff is like hard to accept also lahz..so yah.. haiyah.. very irritating lehz.. sumtimes they just say:whaaa..she berie good lehz.. den i wanna disagree also cannot.. grrrRrR!!so irritating..aniwae.. i dun tink i am like making sense.. nber mind lahz ar.. haha!

just feeling so vexed.. cos i cant stand it lahz.. they are liek quite fake? or maybe they're just concentrating hard on their studies, and not bothering abt anything else.. but hmmz.. it pisses me off.. and i cant be so obvious ritez?later they get the wrong idea again.. blooody hell.. haha! if u can figure out who is this person tt i'm toking abt, i kowtow to you manz!! muahahahahaha! haiz.. just quite frustrated.. how can anybody be like tt.. the other side of an 'angel' manz!!! sigh~
i din know angels can be so scheming...

[ Sun Aug 03, 05:05:43 PM | Pe1yUn ~
just came back from grannie's place..received a secret letter from my sister..haha!its kinda scary lahXz!she wrote many things.. like not to let history repeat itself and stuff like tt.. hmmz..referring to my PSLE results lahz.. haiz... actually in fact.. i really think history is repeating itself.. in primary school.. i was kinda in the best class..my results were average.. i became complacent, din study at all for e exams..it din cum to me tt i must study kinda thing..was having alot of fun during the exam period.. even watched movies..haha!and gort sum kinda shitty results lahz.. (to me at tt time..) i mean compared to many in my class now, its like not too bad.. but at tt time.. its like the worst reseults of the class,maybe?hmmz..aniwaez.. i was crying like shit at tt time lahz..din een dare see my posting.. haha! *escapist* aniwaez.. now in secondary school.. its like the same case..i'm in the best class of the school..cream of the crop manz.. tink 'm like the shit of the cream of the crop..my results are like shit..still having lotsa fun and all tt.. yah..i dunno why lahz.. i cant seem to be able to prioritise my crap.. strill enjoying my life..watching tv.. playing com for more than 2 hrs.. and stuff like tt.. dunno why.... but yah.. i tink i'm like possesssed or sumthing.. i dun seem to know wad i'm doing.. aniwaez.. my sister said alot in the letter lahz.. it kinda woke me up..decided to cum online to pour out my little thots.. otherwise i'll juz be grouchy again.. haha!aniwaez.. yah.. i've already decided to play the com for less than an hour from now onwards.. no more chatting yah.. maybe just updating my blog.. look at sum news.. and stuff like tt.. i really tink there;s not much time left.. according to my calendar.. there's only 43 days left.. my calendar is stopped at 29th aug lehXz!
though i dun like pple to tell me wad to do, but her letter really woke me up..as in really..

i dunno wad to type anymore lahz.. many thots are like racing in my mind.. but i dun seem to be able to say it..hahaha! they like dun wannna cum out kinda thing! manXZz~ i'm going mad..aniwaez.. yah.. i need to study yah.. study study study..tt sh;ld be my priority now.. heez.. must study ar.. see me online, get me to study.. just ask me to study no matter wad.. hahaha! even if i get pissed or wad.. just ask me to go study k.. cos u'll nber know..i may be online for like hours already..so yah.. just get me to study.. muahahahahah!

get me to study if u see me online yah...





greece really so nice ar..



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/10/2003 05:46:00 PM

Saturday, August 02, 2003

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hahahaha! more quizzes..actually i'm quite sick of them..dun feel like slping yet..tink my siter gort quite pissed..hahah! she went out to slp i tink..hahah! but i cant slp manz..sigh.. shit lahz.. shldnt haf napped in the aftn.... darn it.. but hmmm... maths made me tired.. so i dozed off...hahaha!



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/02/2003 11:52:00 PM


suppose to play bball today k.. manZz!haiz..guess we hafta wait for a lkong long time..grrRrrr!
slacked the whole of today till abt 1230...tried to do amaths after tt..i stared at qn8 of ex24.3 for a long time..tink tt qn is wrong manz.. maybe its 015 bearing instead of 0.15 bearing..haha!if u do already..den tell me whether my assumption is right...haha!!aniwaez..yah.. i skipped tt qns.. and i'm at qn8 of misc24.. haha!so pathetic!but at least i know how to do..so proud of myself..but the fan's quyite irritating..keeps blowing into my eyes..hahah! i'm still tinking if i shld cut my hair..if i cut my hair..i cant even tie it..so i'll be hotter..but if i dun cut, it'll be irritating me.. manZz! i'm still deciding..hahah! shit manZz!

haben been studying since 29th JUly..haha!i did nutrition tt day..still am there..haha!so pathetic..tt's real pathetic..wanted to study for the past few nites..just didnt haf the mood.. and yesterday, we went to visit my cousin lahz..she fell..den gort quite a lot of scratches..poor thing..hmmmz..my sisiter drove us there..the first time at night..i tink she's quitye a good driver lehXx!hahah! as in really...though she doesnt know the roads..and constantly made the wrong turns..i tink she's still quite good lahz.. she kinda quarrelled with my father..cos my father din tell her the directions.. so she kinda like lost her way.. den yah.. i was like sum peacemaker manz..felt so proud of myself.. hahaha! =PpP

aniwaez..tink i betta go.. jsut visited my blog to check if tt ayumi pic is still blur.. it is.. so yah..

off to edit tt~ laaa~~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/02/2003 02:24:00 PM

Friday, August 01, 2003
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-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/01/2003 07:06:00 PM


school sucked today..i totally forgot it was kc's frenship day until i saw seymone's sms..hahaa!felt so bad when pple started to gimme prezzies.. den i woke up late this morning..so reached school on time and din haf the chance to go up and put my bag..so i just squatted at our line lahz..den the 2 dumb trainee prefects started chit chatting in fgront of my face..den its as though i'm kneeling ot them like tt.. wha laoz..chat-chatting lehXz! tell jac and kick them out of the prefectorial board ar.. how can they chit-chat?!?!?! hiyOO!and the chitchat right in fornt of my face ok!wha laoz! tink wad..=PpP gRrRr! sickening prefect!!the on with the irritating face...hmmz..tink its my class' trainee prefect lahz..sickening face!cant stand it.. and she acted in fires within fires..i cant believe it! how can tt kinda shit face act?!?!?! manXZz~

hmmz..even mrs kee agreed with me tt sum ple just bring their frens..and made sucha bad audience!!i totally agree kinda thing!!they cant live without guys izzit? must bring those guys one izzit?!?!cant stand it!gRrRr! summore so rowdy!wha laoz!~ cant stand it!

everything went on fine after tt..cos i passed my napfa..hahaha!i din cheat this yr k..i din 3 pull-ups..haha!tt's so cool..usually will anyhow do and get a 7 or 8.. but this yr i did correctly manz!!hahaha!i was just happy to pass la..so wheeEeEeee!! i passed~ yay!!! tt's why i'm partying now..

den limmie made me stay back for amaths.. i really din know wad the heck is she toking abt..she's like wasting time manz..she went thru the qns tt she said she will go thru on monday with the few of us.. tt's kinda lame manz..i told her tt..den she stopped for awhile and said nvm.. i knew she was like:"oh yah ar!!but since i already said..so just do lahz..dun lose face!!!" yah..den chris added to say:"its for yr own benefit ritez?!" i tink tt's so fake..she's sucha faker!cant stand it..den limmie will tink she's so guai and all tt.. now i know why she's alwaes the teacher's pet..fwhahahaha!aniwaez..i wasnt even listening to her..she was making me more confused.. cos i already did sum of them..den she's like going thru all over again..tt was making me kinda confused manz..so i just blocked my ears and continued to do other qns..so i really duns ee the point in staying back ar.. but hmmz..it made me do the other qns lahz..otherwise i wldnt haf touched it.. hahaha!

everybody's been asking me why am i so gloomy?hmmz..i dunno also..hahaa!i dun really feel gloomy..but everybody's asking..so i tink there;s really sumthing wrong.. hahaha!hmmz..why ar?!?weirdZz~ maybe i'm just not feeling happy? hahaha! stressed maybe?haha!cos i'm like paying like shit..like now..nobody's online manz!!woinder wads the world doing!!!!they seem to busy.. must be studying lahz.. but i just dun feel the urge to study now.. haha! though i studied nutrition of bio already.. but tt's like only one pathetic chpt of bio tt will only cum out in mcqs.. hahaha! i'm lame.. i know tt.. blahXz~ dunno lahZz~

i must not be gloomy..


p/s: there's not hothousing tml!!hahaha! means no school!!wheeeee!its been long since i cAN wake up late on a saturday!*yay*



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 8/01/2003 06:00:00 PM










old crumbling thots++

dec's packed agenda++
+28/11: grad luncheon*
+18/12: escape theme park*
+19/12: netball party*
+29/12: out with yunz & vanfen*
+celebrate burfdaes*
+body arts exhibiton*
+Escape* -pun intended-
+night safari
+movie: Elf*
+movie: Brother bear*
+movie: master and commander*
+syp xin dong lie che vcds*
+syp yi tian vcds*
+pack my room*
+throw all nonsense*
+christmas prez and cards*
+finish makin presents*